I want to text you but I can’t bring myself to.
Writing, listening to The Xx, and contemplating life.
I want to know what is on your mind
when you say one thing and do another.
You are pushing and pulling at the same time.
Will I ever understand your ways?
Ugh. I just want to go swimming with you, and have an indie movie marathon, and cuddle up under the stars.
I want to quit smoking, I need to get out of here, I wish I could create more.
I think I need help.
Definitely getting some sleep tonight. I need to be prepared for my party tomorrow :)
I should really be sleeping but
I can’t stop thinking thinking thinking.
About how beautiful the blinking lights are at night.
The way you make me feel, and how you’ll never be mine but I’ll always be yours.
How good it feels to inhale the pain and exhale my worst nightmares.
Save me save me, please I beg of you.
Sigh, I guess I’ll just lay in bed and write instead of taking pictures, which is what I REALLY want to do right now…
I want to go out into the woods by my house and take long exposures of the night sky since it’s super clear and amazing outside…
… But I am a girl and don’t want to go out there all by myself … And the one person I would want to ask to go out there with me probably wouldn’t want to >.<”